Do you ever tell someone what you feel your calling to be and they laugh in your face? I just had that happen to me. Granted I think God has a pretty intense call for me. But that hurts and I start to second guess if I am right in what I believe to be my purpose on this earth.
Everything I do has a purpose I try not to do anything without a purpose that does not meet the end state. I know the direction that Jesus has pointed me in and I do not do things that I do not move me in the direction. (I should precise I try with all my might to do things that take me only in the direction that Jesus intends me to go).
Come times do you ever feel discounted from everything? Like the world is spinning around and you are standing still and are completely outside of everything that is going on. Or like a story is being told and I walked in during the middle of the story and I am the only one who is lost. Some times I feel like that and it is not fun at all there are only two people on this planet who are able to help me start spinning again. I love you both so much.
Now do not take this to mean that I am discouraged or lost all the time granted I feel that most a lot of the time but that is not the attitude that I chose to have. I chose to overcome that and take a stand and step forth in faith.
well I am about to leave for the Spring OCF retreat, I do not think I will be posting for the next couple of days unless I can find internet but I will be writing them and posting them when I get back. For those of you who do read if any, have a great three day weekend and I will be back when I am back ;)
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