So I was doing home work when I get an email. In this email is a document in this document are part of the results from my companies command climate survey. I am in charge of 130 people, leading them through a semester at the nation’s finest school, the nations more demanding school. I was working away ready for a really late night I was like I will just open this and see what people have to say.....
Well I opened it and read some of it and now I can barely stand. The comments tore at my heart. So many of the comments were thoughtless and destructive. People venting on myself and my team. There are good comments but I cannot even pull out the gold for all the pain.
I went into this job saying I would not be perfect and I know I have been anything but perfect. But I also came into this job telling everyone that I would give my all to this position and in their well being. Besides giving up on school and physical I have given my all. If I gave anymore I would fail and spend another semester here.
I am not sure why I am writing this or why my intent it in writing this. If you are part of my company and reading this I am sorry. I am human and words hurt me. I am big and I am strong but I am fragile.
I had to get this out. Thank you.
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