56 Days - Sleep

so it is 0145 in the morning of a week were i got 4 hrs, 1.5 hrs, 3 hrs, 6 hrs and tonight is yet to be determined but it will be lets than 6 hours. i have determined that with the sleep that I get when I graduate i will have spent twice as long at West Point than most of my class mates. because i live so much more of my time here.

wow sleep is amazing. right now i feel like my body is hurtying all over, i downed two cans of coke earlier and my body was shaking that was fun.

ok i am done with this because right now i am using my sleep time to write this.

later

59 Days - Command Climate Survey

So I was doing home work when I get an email. In this email is a document in this document are part of the results from my companies command climate survey. I am in charge of 130 people, leading them through a semester at the nation’s finest school, the nations more demanding school. I was working away ready for a really late night I was like I will just open this and see what people have to say.....

Well I opened it and read some of it and now I can barely stand. The comments tore at my heart. So many of the comments were thoughtless and destructive. People venting on myself and my team. There are good comments but I cannot even pull out the gold for all the pain.

I went into this job saying I would not be perfect and I know I have been anything but perfect. But I also came into this job telling everyone that I would give my all to this position and in their well being. Besides giving up on school and physical I have given my all. If I gave anymore I would fail and spend another semester here.

I am not sure why I am writing this or why my intent it in writing this. If you are part of my company and reading this I am sorry. I am human and words hurt me. I am big and I am strong but I am fragile.

I had to get this out. Thank you.

Day 60 - OCF Honduras

the trip to Honduras was amazing. WOW what a great time.

i will be posting a bunch of stuff this weekend about the trip.

all i can say about the trip was WOW, i learned so much and was affirmed and have so much fun. it was an all around good time.

Day 70 - Honduras

It is Spring Break, i am going on a missions trip with OCF to Honduras. it is going to be a great time. i am really looking foward to this oportunity to witness to people and help where we can.

i will be without internet for 10 days or so.

when i get back i will be give you all an update of what we did down there.

see you on the other side of Spring Break.

HOOAH

Day 87-71: WOW time flies

WOW so i have missed a couple days.

sorry about that. i am going to try and be better about that and as part of that i am going to be writting smaller blogs.